Saturday, September 10, 2005
Fix you...
FIX YOU by Coldplay
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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I am not sure pero kay Francine ko ata unang narinig tong kantang to.. At tama siya, sapul ito.. Kelangan ko na nga ata talagang ayusin ang sarili ko..
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For almost three years in college, taking up BS PH, I'm still not sure what I'll pursue after that. There had been many people asking me if I'll go to Med school after, may it be a relative, a friend or a stranger... Everytime they'd ask me the question "Magme-med ka ba?" I'll just answer, "hindi pa po sigurado..."
Weird neh? I thought that when I chose to take-up a pre-med course, I was so sure I'd go to Med school, but hindi pala...
I realized, there's only a year and a half for me to decide. I have been busy worrying about the present I did not even noticed that I'd be graduating soon and decisions should be made on either going to Med school or not.
Last Wednesday, I had my exams in Anatomy. While I was studying, Sharon asked me if I'm going to pursue Med school. I hesistantly said NO, and told her probably I'll just take up a Masteral Course (funny, but I did say on MICROBIOLOGY.. haha!). That didn't hit me at first. But when I went to PGH UPHS last Thursday to consult for that irritating "contact dermatitis" I had and the doctors who attended on me asked me twice "Magme-med ka ba?" (upon knowing I'm from UPM and is taking PH), I did not know what to say, so I ended up saying "Hindi pa po sigurado." Nakakatawa, kasi third year na ko hindi pa rin ako sigurado... Nakakadismaya kasi hanggang ngayon, hindi ko pa rin ata alam kung anong gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko...-__- After that, I was really bothered. Sobrang naisip ko, ano na ba talaga?? Ano nang desisyon ko?? Actually, nakakapagod mag-isip...Ang daming dapat i-consider, kabilang na dito yung financial stability ng family ko, yung intellectual capacity ko (haha!), grades ko (NMAT, college average, med entance exam) at kung kaya ko pa talaga... haha... basta, in time, malalaman ko rin talaga kung ano ba...
Pero sa ngayon, kelangan ko munang asikasuhin yung NMAT exam... Balak ko kasing mag-NMAT ngayong December. Although hindi ako nagtake ng review sessions, baka magtake pa rin ako... Haay..
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